place to be

This song has been resonating with me lately... 

When I was younger, younger than before
I never saw the truth hanging from the door
And now I'm older see it face to face
And now I'm older gotta get up clean the place.

And I was green, greener than the hill
Where the flowers grew and the sun shone still
Now I'm darker than the deepest sea
Just hand me down, give me a place to be.

And I was strong, strong in the sun
I thought I'd see when day is done
Now I'm weaker than the palest blue
Oh, so weak in this need for you.

Chemo starts tomorrow. 

So I find myself...

darker than the deepest sea,

weaker than the palest blue,

looking for a place to be

and in need of you.

I am seeking God's embrace.

A lovely friend sent this verse from Psalm 94 to me.

When I said "My foot is slipping," your unfailing love Lord, supported me.

When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought me joy.

Just breathe...